Hello! So today & yesterday are/were my first night & morning here in New Life. I went to bed around 7:30 PM I was so exhausted. I passed out as far as I remember, & then woke up and stayed up around 4:50. So this morning I woke up before the sun rose. I slept well thankfully and was glad that the humidity wasn't a problem. I woke up a little bit stressed, but with some more realization that I need to welcome my feelings and emotions rather than deny them, fear them, or "hate them." These bad feelings and mental pain that I feel doesn't have to stay there, but I do need to allow it to move in me in order to let it go and allow a brighter mental place to be present instead.
I L<3ve this place. I keep thinking, is this really what we get to do? It's so relieving and I feel, probably so good for me and my mind, body, spirit, & purpose. I am proud of myself for taking this journey: all the way to Thailand as well as in me. I l<3ve me. And I am excited for this beautiful journey. Today, I will be introducing myself at the morning meeting. I am feeling a little bit nervous.anxious because I am not quite sure what I want to say / how I want to say it. But I'm sure it will work out great. :)
Okay, I'm gonna go. I've gotta get ready and walk over to the Awakening Hall now.
I L<3ve you and fully appreciate you. <3