So today/ this week has a lot of change, growth, and freshness! Carol Anne, my friend here, as well as next-door neighbor, is leaving New Life tomorrow :(, Lu & Ivanna are leaving + continuing their travels to Rome on Wednesday :)(, and Silvia is coming back for another month!! Starting tomorrow :) Today, I am going to TRE in about 15 minutes. From my experience so far, I find it a really releasing + good feeling. I felt more open, aware, and grounded than I can remember feeling in so long; So I am continuing my practice with TRE, without any expectations, this evening. OH! A big reason I want to write today is to also figure out what to plan on saying to Carole-Anne in tomorrow's morning activity. I think I'll come back to that later this evening, because it's about time for TRE. :D :)
<3 Kacie :)
Why am I here?
- To have a more profound (?) sense of self; to discover "me" more
- To have a deeper/clearer knowledge of life / an idea of what to do after New Life & Thailand
-An opened spark of creativity, keeping that flame always alive
-Greater connection with other human beings
-Understand & working through any anxieties/ fears, seeing the root of it + loving it
-Connect w/ like-minded beings -Get rid of the ego
-Find my true sense of purpose -Meditate
-Live in the now. -Love -BTCIWTS (Be The Change I Want to See) -Love again
-Open up myself, to myself + others -Maitri (?) loving-kindness to me + others. :)
-Make the living reality of my greatest dreams
-Clarity of what I want to do, or, whether it's better to not decide yet.
-A path to follow (?) -(Small one w/ little guidelines) of what I want to accomplish now.
I need to get back to remembering why I came here. I didn't come to worry, but I came to somehow work through, or let go, of my fears. I did not come here to wait for the day I leave; rather to have an awesome time looking deeply w/in myself, and connecting with others.
I came for myself. In the most loving way possible.
I L<3Ve you, Kacie. Probably more than you'll ever know.
Be honest & open. Love <3, Kacie