i think change is a beautiful, remarkable thing. It stretches us and helps us grow in ways that we would not probably grow otherwise. change gets us out of our preconceived ideas of life and our zones of comfort. It wobbles the ground underneath our feet until we are balancing and finally look around to see our surroundings. It helps us stay aware of our lives.
I have had a lot of change within this past year especially of my own life. I've had a job at a frozen yogurt shop, quit that job, moved houses to my aunt's in the Bay Area, moved back home, stated again at the frozen yogurt shop, went on a solo trip to Thailand, changed places and people there a few times- always back on the road on my "own," then back to the US and home, then to my aunt's house again, then to San Francisco, and now, back at my aunt's house for about 3 weeks... And it's become increasingly clear to me how important persistence is through everything; the persistence to keep doing a daily meditation practice, yoga daily (not that I've been keeping up with either of these...), and the importance of staying persistence with my class and giving it my best, 100%. Recently, I've found a to-do list after having a conversation with the universe when I asked what I should do now to get to where I want to be... And two of the main things said were writing a blog post daily & kundalini mediation/yoga. And staying committed to those things in any and every situation has helped me. And has also encouraged that commitment in me to come out in other areas of my life, such as a commitment that's much stronger and more valuable with my Meisner class.
And through persistence, change, in the best light, will happen and is happening right now. It might be too small to see now-but a stack of papers is made by layering one thin piece of paper at a time..
Change can happen quickly, or it can happen slowly over time. Staying commited and persistent always is what keeps us on the right path and will guarantee a change in life.
So. Tired. Want to write more but falling asleep. I <3 you.
Good night. Zzzzzz