I think a lot of my worries, stresses, and concerns center around a fear of other people/another person's expectations of me. When I meet new people, I am usually sure to be positive, fun, and welcoming. Because, then, I think that I start to put the same expectations onto myself; & I say that I should always be positive, upbeat, + fun/friendly, or I'm not being 'myself,' and other people will see that. I think I tend to set an example with my life that I hope that others will see, which tends to lead to my ego, worrying about not holding up my side. I have been getting scared for people to know the full real me; I don't think out of fear that they won't accept me, but more because I am not accepting me fully. And if I can't truly accept myself, then how am I supposed to let anyone else in?
Okay, this was a good writing session. :)
Bye-bye. Love, you, Kacie!